God Speaks.. AGAIN

Have you ever had one of those times where you are wanting hear from God or even just confirmation that God is listening? I have had that for quite some time… If you have read my last post you will know that the Lord had spoken to me. then the Lord spoke more… and then even more. Over this past weekend i went to a Retreat with the Campus Ministry i am a part of, DCF or more widely known as Chi Alpha one other campuses. There i asked God for confirmation on the calling the had been prophesied over me a year prior and still wanted to know if God heard my cries and my pain. Sure enough God speaks and Oh how God spoke.

I was meaning through the whole retreat to meet up with the prayer team(DCF Prayer Team) as well as the Prayer Team from Stanislaus State. Every time we were about to meet i found some way to not meet due to fear, weird right? i would get some strange feeling when they would ask if i was free and would essentially run away. the last night of the retreat i couldnt do that. i felt called to go to the meeting and obeyed… with kicking and screaming, of course…thats how i roll. as i was there praying over my home girl Steph along with the combined prayer teams it was legit.. until Steph called me out to get prayed for. at that time i was like Lord… really, c’mon… really? Little did i know God was going to reveal crazy bizznesss as always.

as i sat there in the middle of the prayer circle, my home girl Caroline speaks and as she speaks it is exactly what i had felt over the past 4 months or so. at that point i knew God heard every prayer and every word i didnt say. He knew my feeelings, He knows my feelings and He knows where i want to be. After that the was a confirmation on my calling, there are also many people i am surrounded by that can and i pray will keep me accountable to the Words given and the Impartation given to me. After Caroline spoke these things she had a guy named Paul pray for me. as he prayed he asked my fears and to lay them down aloud to God, not in detail, just aloud. he the proceeded to pray for the impartation of Love, Joy and Peace. it was an intense time with the Lord and in prayer with people who know the Lords heart well.

i can safely say that i will NEVER doubt the Lord and cannot doubt the Love the Lord has for me.

Im still in shock… i Love it.