God Speaks

Tonight we had a prayer meeting at our Fellowship House (The DCF House). It was a great time of meditating on Gods Word and on God. Before the meeting had even started i had prayed an hour earlier and sought forgiveness and to repent for the days grunge activities to purify myself before the meeting. i specifically asked God to speak to me and oh how He did. These were the Words spoken to me:

“You dont seek me as you did in the past. I was a priority. It isn’t about your struggles, seek ME.”

i was blown away. i had prayed an hour earlier, “Lord what can i do? How do i get the rough this? Speak to me.”

sure enough He answered. Sure enough He was right.

Last year i wasnt caught up in trying to be victorious, i was caught up in Him. I was caught up in seeking after Him and finding Him. I wasnt worried about a day of victory over sin or anything. all i worried about was doing His will for that day, focusing on Him that day, focusing on that very day and spending it with Him. oh how i have lost sight of that bcuz i want victory.. bcuz I want victory… if i pursue Him whole heartedly as I did last year i will have victory. i did have victory.

again the Lord has shifted my eyes back to Him.

I also heard this in the Prayer meeting. It was part of someones prayer. it was this:

“Where the Spirit is, there is Freedom. The Spirit is in us, WE are FREE.”

reminding me again that i am free from SIN. i am free to pursue God and not sweat the small stuff that Jesus conquered for me. sure i must not sin in vain but i find in running toward God there is less distraction for me.

i hope this is encouraging.